journaler's notes 4.03.2006 21:48

he patiently cycles through his choices, apparently in distress. rocking slightly back and forth, considering options. his mother's home with controlling meds or without, or commitment.

previously he related how the meds made him feel tightly wound like a golf ball core and spun fast like a gyroscope. he joked how his electrolytes were imbalanced which was why he felt all these sparks going off in his body.

now he's very quiet.